(Note: This entry is
the first of an occasional series on getting myself debt-free.)
Hello, my name is Writing Diva, and I need to get my
financial house in order.
I hit rock bottom earlier this month when I prepared my
household budget and realized that to live within my budget, I would have to
forfeit food. Not happening.
One might wonder how I arrived at this nadir. Regardless of
the salary cuts I have endured as a California state employee from 2009 through
2012, I am responsible for how I handle my finances. I neglected to ask myself repeatedly
the basic question, “Can I afford it?” (I should have asked myself that same
question in late 2006 when I bought my townhouse shortly before the housing bubble burst. But that’s a topic for another
entry.)
My credit card payments couldn’t be cut. I could pay on time
but only the minimum amount. As for my electricity/gas bill with Pacific Gas
and Electric Company, I could cut my electricity usage, including air
conditioning.
But the deepest cut came through my cable bill. On April 19,
I canceled my television and Internet services. I still have my landline phone
because I couldn’t bear to give up my phone number, which is easy for most
people to remember. However, I will shop for a cheaper phone service.
Cutting cable was difficult. Every time I would try to cut
my cable bill, my provider Comcast would either cut 10 percent from my bill or offer
another slate of channels in addition to limited basic. I would watch my shows
(“Scandal,” “Grimm,” “Mad Men,” “The Good Wife”) without complaint.
On April 19, however, I said, “Enough.” I unplugged the
set-top box and took it to the Comcast store in Fairfield and canceled my
television and Internet access.
When I left the store, I felt proud of myself until I
arrived home. Silence. Nothing to turn on. No “Tonight Show with Jimmy Fallon.”
No PBS, which meant farewell to “Downton Abbey” and “Nature.”
I think I’ve went only a handful of days in my life without
the blaring of a television set nearby. I admit my life is so pathetic that I
sometimes plan my days around what’s on the tube.
I read a historical romance that had an unexpectedly poor
payoff. I’ve been searching for a part-time job online through the county
library computers.
I expect to get a break in August when two loans are paid
off and I receive a small (2 percent) raise in pay. But the walk just started.
Writing Diva
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